HI!What is it that firms are looking for though? I am extremely pessimistic at my chances, and I have a very reasonable level of work experience and a first-class law result in first year. I got rejected from a LOT of open days etc but this was before we had first year grades so I'm wondering if this might make a big difference!
You’re absolutely right that the process can feel exhausting and disheartening, especially when you’re putting in so much effort in and not receiving much feedback. (I had my share of pessimism at the process after getting rejected by firms I had poured so much effort into applying to).
That said, there are ways to learn more about the process and build a strategy. These include attending firm events both in person and virtually and building strong skills that will serve you well when you do land a vacation scheme. From my own experience, one of the biggest turning points was learning how to craft really tailored applications. I went through a cycle of complete rejections with very little advancement through the process and have seen the same in many strong candidates with great academics and experience ( like yourself) who struggle to stand out in the process if their applications aren’t structured in the right way.
It took me a while to get the hang of this skill myself, and its only something that I built through applying and getting feedback. TCLA’s application review service is a great tool to get 'fresh eyes' and thoughts to strengthen your responses, but there is also usually useful support available through your university’s career service or reaching out to trainees who might be willing to give your applications a quick look. It’s tough, but please, please don’t lose hope! If you need any advice about particular firms or particular aspects of the application process, please don't hesitate to reach out on here.
On the point about grades, so long as you are meeting the requirements firms set such as achieving a 2.1 I wouldn't be too worried unless you were applying to firms who are known for being strict with academics.
I hope you feel much better and, more importantly, I hope you know that you definitely have what it takes to secure a vacation scheme/training contract with a firm. Hang in there - I am rooting for you!
(This guide by Andrei of building a winning application strategy may clear up aspects of the process and help give you direction with the process - https://www.thecorporatelawacademy....building-a-winning-application-strategy.9080/)