Hi [USER=30171]@summerlee780[/USER],
You are definitely not a failure - securing just one vac scheme is an achievement in itself so you should be immensely proud of yourself.
Given the circumstances, it is not uncommon to feel worried and insecure, especially since this was not the outcome you wanted.
However, I think that you shouldn't come to the conclusion that you are not suited for London law firms simply because you didn't receive a tc- the fact that you secured four vac scheme offers is proof that you did show the skills and traits that the firms were looking for.
Comparing yourself to others is not the best way forward - no one's journey is the same. There are people who were rejected from firm vac schemes and later returned as a partner while others received a tc straight out of university and ended up hating the legal career and starting a whole new career journey later on. Overall, it would be better for you to focus on building a positive mindset rather than comparing yourself to others - comparison will only lead to further unhappiness and low self-esteem.
There are several points to remember that may help you move away from this negative mindset toward a healthier point of view:
- You have a great addition to your CV: Take time to list all the tasks you completed on your vacation schemes and what you learned from the schemes, so writing out the experiences in future applications is easier.
- Feedback can be a great way to improve: Note the feedback you received and think about how you can start working on it. This would also help in future interviews as you can acknowledge your downfalls, and show how you worked on the issue.
Regarding the next steps, there are many options to take -
- Training Contracts: You can apply directly for training contracts in the next cycle which will remove the additional hurdle of converting a scheme - vacation schemes are compelling evidence of your interest in law which will strengthen your application.
- Firms: You could apply to similar firms (with similar practices/intake) as the ones where you completed your vac schemes because your experience is proof of your interest in such firms OR apply to different firms - use the vac schemes to show that you would prefer something different.
- Different industry: This is an option if you are interested - For example, lots of banking graduate schemes (1 - 2 years long) will be opening in the next few months and you could explore different streams like corporate banking, private clients, wealth management etc. With strong academics and experience, you would definitely have a chance.
Overall, I would say take time to do something you enjoy to take your mind off everything. Also, try not to overthink anything - with strong academics, experience and a positive attitude, you have so many great prospects
