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Ok this is literally the 800th time I'm editing this post (to keep the encouraging & optimistic theme of this forum🤣) a belated update as I have been feeling quite down lately.

I received PFO for my third AC and the second firm still hasn't gotten back to me to provide feedback after one month like what is happening. My VS cycle has since came to a close.

I should feel happy about bagging a VS this cycle, and it is also with one of my top firms. But the pressure is killing me. If I don't convert, that's pretty much it. I can't really afford self-funding SQE but it also feels wrong to give up when I'm so close to the finishing line. Seeing people getting multiple VS's on the forum doesn't help either lol. I have one and only shot left and it's hard not to be pessimistic.

On the uni side, all is seemingly going the right direction. But there's a lot I need to do at this moment, and I believe one of the reasons I am stressed about the above is me trying to avoid essay writing and exam prep lol. I hopefully I'll stop worrying about converting once I get busy with revision.