I feel the exact same way. Just take a break to recharge. It is Christmas soon after all. I’m sure you’ll get there eventually. Breaks are completely normal to need. NQs get post-qualification leave after all.guys i can't do this anymore tbh - i don't know if i'll ever be good enough to get a TC and don't get me wrong its so nice to see everyone's success here but it can get a bit overwhelming - might take a short break just to clear my head