Don't be so hard on yourself, I basically failed first year of uni (only Ds and resits in both Christmas and summer exams) and still managed to get an internship at a US firm last summer + have progressed to various stages this cycleIt is a long and disheartening process, you've just got to hang in there
If it helps, our grades are pretty similar and I’ve been able to progress with several US firms this cycle, some of which ask for AAA A-levels (obvs I don’t have that), so it’s defo possible!
As the person above said, don’t be too hard on yourself cos this process is rough. It’ll only ever take that one yes from one firm! Keep pushing. I am certain you’ll hear positive news soon!
I must be going wrong in the written applications then, since it is my first cycle. Maybe I'm not portraying my work experience or desire to go from founding/PE consulting to legal advisory in the correct way. I tend not to use AI to draft, I always use specific examples from the firms work and tie it extensively to my experience/education or founding examples.
I got a 2:2 in my second year uni so it's not just my A levels but I had mitigating circumstances that actually motivated me to get legal work experience and committee positions in law societies during my third year.
The come down is hard from being told in person from every lawyer I get coffee with that I would do a great job in their specific area of law, and then being rejected from the firms they work for that are strong in that practice area 🫠