Hi
@Abbie Whitlock @Andrei Radu (and everyone else), I could really use some honest advice, and sorry in advance for how long this is.
Last year (after graduating) I focused fully on TC applications. I made 7 applications and reached 3 assessment centres, but was ultimately rejected. The feedback was mainly that my answers were too long and I lacked commercial awareness.
I was upset, but also encouraged bc I believed that 3 ACs from 7 applications suggested my academics/profile were competitive. So I moved to London, tried to secure a paralegal/legal role, and when that didn’t work out I took a part-time retail job and dedicated my time to improving for this cycle.
This year I submitted 17 applications and only got 1 interview and then got rejected (
Skadden). I’m still waiting for feedback, but honestly I feel crushed. It genuinely feels like I went backwards despite putting in far more effort.
Since last year I have:
• completed an internship at Barclays
• paid for application review support + mock interviews
• refined my CV/ work experience section multiple times
• improved my answers and structure
• actively worked on commercial awareness
I truly believe this year’s applications were significantly stronger than last year’s, yet the results were dramatically worse.
I also had interviews last year with
Gibson Dunn and
White & Case and was told reapplying would be fine and prior applications/ interview performance wouldn’t affect any future ones. However,
Gibson Dunn (applied November) hasn’t responded at all despite follow-ups, which has been particularly discouraging as they and
Skadden are my top firms. I also completed the VI for
White & Case in December and still haven’t heard back, even though candidates who completed it later have already been invited to ACs/ received PFOs.
At the same time I’m struggling financially in London on a part-time retail salary and cannot seem to land a paralegal role. Everything requires experience. I’ve applied through agencies, cold-emailed, called firms, sent speculative applications and nothing has worked.
So I’d really appreciate advice on three things:
- How can I realistically obtain a paralegal/legal role with no past experience?
- What should I be doing between now and next cycle beyond daily commercial awareness study + interview practice + completing TCLA courses?
- Do firms genuinely review your application if you have previously interviewed? I am especially concerned about Skadden and Gibson Dunn, as these are genuinely my dream firms.
- I know this is wrong and not advisable, but could I apply with a new email and not disclose that I have previously interviewed? Since I’ll be changing my last name this year (for unrelated reasons, I promise I am not crazy), would that make it harder for firms to connect me to my previous applications? I appreciate this may not be the right approach, I’m just feeling stuck and trying to understand my options.
I want to be clear: I’m not looking for sympathy, just honest guidance on what to change because clearly something isn’t working.
Thank you to anyone who reads all of this/ offers any advice, I really appreciate it