No definitely I was exactly the same, still am a little bit! You hear all the statistics of 1% success rates and it does panic you.Half of me agrees wholeheartedly with you, the other is terrified of not having security and losing the one chance I might be given ahha
Thank you for sharing your experience! I think it's reassuring to hear that you're feeling good about this cycle and that you've received so many ACs already. Maybe the terrified part of me doesn't have to be so terrified haha. I really hope you get what you want this cycle! Maybe I won't even have to ponder about this question ever, but if I do at any point, I'll keep this is mind, thank you!
Best of luck with your ACs! I hope they go well and you get the offers you want!
On my scheme for me it was realising that I was only a second year. Almost everyone was a graduate, so many were years and years postgrad. One or two in their 30s. Like of course we'd all love to get a TC straight out of uni, but it is so so not necessary and we are all so young in the grand scheme. I guess I though even if i didn't get one this cycle, I probably (hopefully lol) would the next year, or the year after. There is no rush at all.
And again it was weighing things up. I'm interested in some more niche things like IP, so every firm I've applied to this year does have an IP seat. It would not have been an option at this other firm, I basically would've only done seats in Real Estate, Employment, Pensions, Tax, Corporate, Insurance or Banking.
Definitely have faith in yourself! Best of luck to you too.