Hi there, I could really use some advice as I'm crazy stressed at the moment.
I finished a vacation scheme at an international firm last week. We had expected to hear back by the end of this week at the latest.
I know that just under half of the people have heard back with offers. Whilst at least half of us received an email at the end of the day today, saying that they are unable to get back to us this week and that we should hopefully hear Monday or early next week.
For reference, I would certainly have expected over half of the candidates to be taken on (it would be quite surprising if half were rejected). Also, out of the people waiting to hear, I would expect one of them to be rejected, only because I overheard quite a few comments from his supervisors stating how he was not taking the experience particularly seriously and that they were going to tell graduate recruitment.
Finally, I know that direct TC ac's have been going on this week, so I am not sure if this could be a factor in the delay.
I would really appreciate some advice as I am currently going out of my mind with stress and I have an exam in two weeks that I am currently trying to prepare for, but am really distracted by all of this tbh.
It's most important that you focus on the long game. If you don't get an offer from this firm, you will get an offer from a firm that is a better fit for you.
My suggestion would be to let go of the outcome and focus fully on your exam prep as if you already have a career. You do: it might be with this firm, in this role; it might be something/somewhere different.
You already know you aren't at the top of this firm's list, which is something beyond your control. You've admitted that you don't even know if the odds are 50:50. You've done the hard work and if it doesn't pay off with this firm, it's still learning in the bank, and the payoff is there for another point. Equally, they haven't rejected you yet, which at the very least means that, if/when they don't offer you a TC, you can be fully assured that you aren't that random error you feel you might be.
If you don't focus on the exam, you will potentially be having to mop that up for way longer, and blaming the firm, when they are only playing a very difficult game themselves.
Just do normal things. Go to Starbucks, or the park, or the library. Exercise, drink water, and revise. You are doing beautifully.